A Poetic Prayer for Nearness

The seeming futility
Of ever even trying
And the crushing pain
From deceit & lying
The marred relationships
Caused by greed & pride
The pit in the stomach
And the knots it's tied
The time to be hurt
And the time to heal
And the yearning to know how
When your heart can't feel
Then the only thing left
Which had been there every second
Is the wooing balm
Of Your heavy presence
So... Fill me with a hunger and thirst
For your nearness, O Lord
And fill me with your magnificent
And most holy presence
Amen.