Lord, you spoke to me long ago through the testimony of Paul. That word has guided my life for years now: "Woe to me if I do not preach the gospel." And, then, you spoke to me through Henri and Frank: "God's presence is the only necessary thing." After that, Lord, you spoke to me through Count Zinzendorf: "Preach Christ. Die. Be forgotten." I hear you, God. I get it. I surrender. Those are my 4 desires: 1) To dwell in your presence, moment by moment; 2) To preach Christ; 3) To die; and, 4) To be forgotten. In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, may it be. Amen.